Memories of Yellowhead Catfish (2019 – Ongoing)
黄蜂鱼的记忆



人们总把来自岸上世界的痕迹留在水里,连同自己的记忆一起。我怀着羞愧与迟来的敬意,不断地在故乡的土地上游荡,直到我能走进那些沾着泥土的日子。在那里,我的生命与灵魂都是喀斯特的。

We left in the river the vestige of our worldly existence ashore, along with our memories. With shame and a reverence long delayed, I wander endlessly across the earth where I was born—until I can draw close to those days sprinkled with mud. There, my life and soul are of karst.











01 梦离我很近,2024
01 梦离我很近,2024
01 梦离我很近,2024
02 接听臭屁虫的来电,2023
03 我们的山村,家,泥巴,2019
04 落叶,2021
05 它们唰地一下就消失了,2023
06 幼年的黄蜂鱼游过我身旁,2022
07 赤脚在石隙中,2020
08 水晶鞋,2022
09 干涸的外衣,2022
10 傍晚的芭蕉园,2022
11 水牛放学了,2023
12 蜻蜓,池塘,2023
13 灰烬之后,2024
14 雨水之后,2023
15 红土地,杉树林与碎南瓜,2023
16 发丝,2022
17 岸上的世界,2021
18 虫洞,2022
19 丝瓜瓤,2023
20 孩子们要回家了,2023
21 移动城堡,2023
22 眩晕,2020
23 再一次听见回声,2021





02 接听臭屁虫的来电,202301 梦离我很近,2024
02 接听臭屁虫的来电,2023
03 我们的山村,家,泥巴,2019
04 落叶,2021
05 它们唰地一下就消失了,2023
06 幼年的黄蜂鱼游过我身旁,2022
07 赤脚在石隙中,2020
08 水晶鞋,2022
09 干涸的外衣,2022
10 傍晚的芭蕉园,2022
11 水牛放学了,2023
12 蜻蜓,池塘,2023
13 灰烬之后,2024
14 雨水之后,2023
15 红土地,杉树林与碎南瓜,2023
16 发丝,2022
17 岸上的世界,2021
18 虫洞,2022
19 丝瓜瓤,2023
20 孩子们要回家了,2023
21 移动城堡,2023
22 眩晕,2020
23 再一次听见回声,2021





03 我们的山村,家,泥巴,2019
04 落叶,2021
05 它们唰地一下就消失了,2023
06 幼年的黄蜂鱼游过我身旁,2022
07 赤脚在石隙中,2020
08 水晶鞋,2022
09 干涸的外衣,2022
10 傍晚的芭蕉园,2022
11 水牛放学了,2023
12 蜻蜓,池塘,2023
13 灰烬之后,2024
14 雨水之后,2023
15 红土地,杉树林与碎南瓜,2023
16 发丝,2022
17 岸上的世界,2021
18 虫洞,2022
19 丝瓜瓤,2023
20 孩子们要回家了,2023
21 移动城堡,2023
22 眩晕,2020
23 再一次听见回声,2021





02 接听臭屁虫的来电,2023

03 我们的山村,家,泥巴,2019

04 落叶,2021

05 它们唰地一下就消失了,2023

06 幼年的黄蜂鱼游过我身旁,2022

07 赤脚在石隙中,2020

08 水晶鞋,2022

09 干涸的外衣,2022

10 傍晚的芭蕉园,2022

11 水牛放学了,2023

12 蜻蜓,池塘,2023

13 灰烬之后,2024

14 雨水之后,2023

15 红土地,杉树林与碎南瓜,2023

16 发丝,2022

17 岸上的世界,2021

18 虫洞,2022

19 丝瓜瓤,2023

20 要回家的孩子们,2023

21 移动城堡,2023

22 眩晕,2020

23 再一次听见回声,2021
“相传太阳、星星和月亮是一家人,太阳是父亲,月亮是母亲,星星是孩子。太阳十分残忍,每天清早起来就会把自己的孩子——星星吃掉。人们看到红彤彤的天空就是星星们流出来的鲜血。

It’s said that the sun, the stars, and the moon are a family; the sun is the father, the moon the mother, and the stars their children. Every day the cruel father-sun wakes up in the morning and devours the stars, their children. People believe that when the sky becomes bloody-red, it is the color of the dripping blood of the stars.

还没被吃掉的星星总会在太阳出现时急忙地躲起来,然而星星总是吃不完,这是由于月亮每个月有十多天都在生星星。月亮浑圆时就是怀孕时期,生完孩子就是扁弯的。

The surviving stars will hastily hide before the sun, and they will never disappear, for the moon gives birth to the stars during one-third of the month. Full moon means pregnancy, while crescent moon means postpartum.

夜晚的星星虽然很欢乐,绕在妈妈身边游玩,可是他们一想到白天就要被太阳吃掉,总会偶尔悲哀而哭泣,酒下伤心泪。清晨时人们在树叶与草地上看到的亮晶晶的水珠,那就是星星掉下的眼泪啊。 ”

What joy they have the stars of the night, gather and play ’round the mother-moon. But O, what sorrow the father-sun brings! They weep for their fate when the morning comes. If you see the early dews sparkling on the grass and leaves, remember, those are the tears shed by the once-lovely stars.


—— 壮族神话《太阳、月亮和星星》
        Zhuang Myth, Sun, Moon, and Stars


translated by 阿霞








01
梦离我很近,2024
Dreams Are Close to Me

02
接听臭屁虫的来电,2023
A Call from Stink Bug

03
我们的山村,家,泥巴,2019
Our Village, Home, Mud

04
落叶,2021
Fallen Leaves

05
它们唰地一下就消失了,2023
Swoosh! The Were Gone

06
幼年的黄蜂鱼游过我身旁,2022
Little Yellowhead Catfish Swam Past Me

07
赤脚在石隙中,2020
Barefeet Among the Stone Crevices

08
水晶鞋,2022
Crystal Shoes

09
干涸的外衣,2022
The Parched Garment

10
傍晚的芭蕉园,2022
Banana Field at Dusk

11
水牛放学了,2023
The Buffaloes Are Out of School

12
蜻蜓,水塘,2023
Dragonfly, Pond

13
灰烬之后,2024
After the Ashes

14
雨水过后,2023
After the Rain

15
红土地,杉树林与碎南瓜,2023
Red Earth, Fir Forest and a Broken Pumpkin

16
发丝,2022
Hair

17
岸上的世界,2021
The World Ashore

18
虫洞,2022
Wormhole

19
丝瓜瓤,2023
Heart of Loofah

20
要回家的孩子们,2023
Kids Who Would Go Home

21
移动城堡,2023
The Moving Castle

22
眩晕,2020
Vertigo

23
回声,2021
Echo